4th of July came and went. No celebrating here. Rained and rained. But a lot of people still managed to get together with friends and family and go have fun. Guess we're not that inventive. Besides, Andy had to work July 3rd....in the rain. We didn't know until July 2nd for sure that he would have AT LEAST the 4th off....too late to make plans with anyone because their plans were already made. And he didn't want to go out in the rain to watch fireworks. Fuddy duddy. It's so hard to be married, but be by myself so much. When it's this time of year I AM by myself more than not. And it's different than being single. I feel guilty when I make plans that would take me to friends' houses for fun celebrations, when I know that Andy can't get there until who knows when, or IF he can even get there in the first place. So I stay home. Sound like a martyr don't I? But, I don't know if I explained this well enough. I do go to movies or out to eat with my girlfriends or daughter, during the day. But the evening times and holidays when Andy has to work, I don't....he has never gotten angry because I went somewhere without him, but, I still feel guilty! We have a boat. Didn't have a vehicle to pull it with for 5 years. Finally got one last year. How many times did boat get out? 1-----yes, 1. The phone company in its divine wisdom decided that all technicians must work 6 days a week, unless an emergency is declared, then it's either 14 or 21 days on, then a day off. Well, I'm off in the summer, and can get away....but not Andy! I am so thinking that this fall when his work slows down, we ARE going away for several weekends and take the boat....see, since we go to church, we don't miss, unless we are out of town on vacation. Well, no one else takes that into thought, so, maybe WE'LL do that....bad attitude, but stink!!! Anyway, I'll quit griping. Yes, the overtime is good, but when you don't get to do anything together but WORK, how much fun is that?

Where is time going? Tomorrow is Father's Day---so June 20th. And it's hard to not have an earthly daddy/dad to celebrate. My husband has to work tomorrow. We had record rain this past week (over 10" in 6 hours), thus work service emergency. So it's 10 hour days, no days off until further notice. Man....
It's been a strange summer so far. Andy had the first week of June off (our 30th anniversary week) and we had a great week. Since then, I worked at VBS, fence was put in, we tried to put our pool up.....but same torrential rain mentioned....overflow equals collapse, so down it came. "DID" a wedding....Lost tons of dirt out of the back yard. Where it went, don't know. But I've got a huge sink hole. Well, had a large sink hole. So far, I've put 200 lbs. of dirt back in, and got 200 more to go. We got the pool back up and running. Hopefully tomorrow evening after Andy gets off work we can swim. I've been giving away and selling furniture pieces from our living room. Cleaned out all of the kitchen cabinets and got rid of tons of stuff. Bought the drop cloths to put down on the carpet in the living room. Popcorn is coming off the ceiling, and new texture is going up..along with the walls getting the same texture. Yes, I do it all myself. Maybe that's why I can't get motivated! This week, I attended 2 funerals. Maybe that's why I'm in a bit of a 'funk'....But I also got to do lunch with my mom and sister, and we got in a little shopping! Also had lunch with my bestie...love that girl. I guess I've accomplished more than I thought. Trying not to start reading the 3rd book in the Twilight series, because I have too much re-modeling to do....yeah, wish me luck on that one! Okay, to WORK! TAH!

Ahh. Memorial Day Weekend. Summer has started. Today we went to church with our daughter and son in law. They are going to Life Church in Yukon, Ok. It was a great time of worship with them!
A new fence is going in a week from tomorrow. So we have been pulling up the old one, and cleaning out the backyard. We've never really had a fence, just a 'lattice' barrier. But our next door neighbor has a barren waste land of a back yard, with two large dogs, and the humans do nothing about the waste, etc. So a new 6 foot cedar fence will make it where we don't have to look at , or smell the mess next door. And the fence will continue along the back. Don't even ask why we've had to do that. Let's just say there was an attempt at a lawsuit---but, we weren't the ones who 'lost the case'....we'll fill you in someday. It's just frustrating that we have to spend $2000 because of neighbors.....the two of us cannot dig and set posts and put up a fence by ourselves. So we are paying to have it done. I feel guilty about that. But we do both work very hard, and shouldn't always have to do all of that kind of stuff ourselves. Ahh, 'progress'....
It's the weekend where we remember. I know the history of Memorial Day is to remember our fallen soldiers, but it has turned into a time where we remember all of those who have 'gone on before us' as they say. Thanks to our military for defending our country....and defending our rights to be a responsible, law abiding citizen who has the privilege to work for the American Dream----not the privilege of sitting back and letting it be handed to us.
I remember my Daddy today. He was a veteran of Korea. While he survived that war, he still worked hard to provide for me and my mom and sister. He also worked hard to protect his country's beliefs. Thanks Daddy. I miss you. (The mockingbirds have been very noisy and very busy the last couple of weeks----I remember you 'mocking' them. I can see you with your ear in the air listening and making their calls).
I also remember my father in law. A hard working man with a huge heart....although at times he came across as harsh and grumpy. But he would do anything for anyone who asked. And literally would drop everything to help out. We miss you too Dad.
We are blessed that both of these men loved the Lord and served Him. We are confident that we will worship with them again in Heaven!
Got to get to work out in the yard, before my husband of 30 years fires me!!
God's Blessings....

There we go, my favorite color!
Wow, the end of school cannot come soon enough. There are always so many changes on staff---some of them public, some not. Everyone is one edge, and I hate that feeling. It's that "hackles on the back of my neck" feeling that something not good is coming down, or about to happen. Tempers are on edge, etc. I'm just ready to be on my own schedule for a bit. Between working at the high school and at the elementary after school program, they've been keeping me hopping! I love kids, and that's a good thing! (just not always all of the adults that are GRUMPY)
Our 30th anniversary is next week. Can't believe we've been married that long. We're doing a week long 'staycation' local things that we don't ever get a chance to do because of work and other commitments. I am looking forward to it!
Okay so cat jumped in my lap. Wants attention. He's been by himself all day long....poor baby. Guess I'll go see about the food bowl. Must be empty!

Today has been a day of not much doing. And I desperately needed that. I did finally manage to get 3 loads of laundry done. And I have finished writing the last lesson in our "Names of God" series. I have learned so much....and learned that I have much to learn. And even though I had a 2 week break since the last lesson written and taught, I had a major hard time focusing on this lesson to get it written. Hmmm, wonder what it is that I am supposed to be learning from it, and someone is trying to keep me from it?!? And to top it off, I didn't even get out of my pajamas. I did fix dinner. But I wasn't thrilled with the new recipe I tried.
It didn't rain today. But it started out foggy and drippy. And it's been chilly. 6 days in a row of no sun---although it did peak out a bit just before dark. I NEED SUN! Next week looks just as soggy.
I am ready for school to be out. Actually, I'm just ready to be on my own schedule for awhile. Moving to West has been a blessing. But I do still work the after school program at Lake Park. So, that's 2 jobs, basically. Thankful for the extra money, but am ready for that to be done!
Graduations, weddings, babies, etc. have kept me very busy. I've been making things for all of these occasions. Whether as gifts, or because I've been asked to decorate for the event. I love it all, but will be glad to have it all finished! I was thrilled on Tuesday of last week when I didn't have to run a single errand, and could just go home at the end of my day! Yes, it's been that crazy the last few weeks! Sad when you look forward to just going home and staying there for the evening!
My yard is driving me crazy. Actually, there are several incomplete projects on the outside of our home. I'm trying to get a handle on the big picture. Outside stuff just stumps me. Hopefully I can get a handle on it. The garage drives me insane. Andy has so much junk in it that it just overwhelms me. And I am increasingly annoyed every time I go out there....which is several times a day! And then the stuff spills out and lines up along the house/driveway. Trying to be patient. And trying to finish up one thing before starting another. But they are all projects that are necessary, and in different stages of completion. sheesh.
I am, however, and incredibly blessed person. Every day, all day. Looking forward to collective worship with my church family tomorrow, and looking forward to seeing family (especially our nephew Nick) tomorrow afternoon. And am blessed to have Bible Study in our home tomorrow night.
God's Blessings!

Ahhh. Friday. But I'm going to get the house clean. I WILL....It's so hard sometimes. By the time I get laundry done and everything just put away, I've lost all energy for the dusting, scrubbing and vaccuuming. I want it clean though. So I guess I'll put on the 'big girl panties' and just do it (like Nike).
Amber gets her PTA 'pin' tomorrow at her graduation. (Physical Therapy Assistant). It is an actual pinning ceremony. Tonight she told me that I am to "pin her". Wow. That blows me away. I think Jeremy should do it. He is her husband. But he told her that I needed to. This means a lot. I love that girl with everything in me. And am proud of everything that she has accomplished. Thank you, Lord, for blessing me with her. And thank you for Jeremy being so thoughtful, and selfless.
Righty...got to get busy. Cheer me on...It's already 9:15....stink. But, after school, went to a retirement reception for 4 co-workers, then out to Amber's to help her finalize some of her floral decorations for tomorrow.

Wow! I seemed to have forgotten that I set up a blog. That is the truth of who I am...goodness.
The last few months have been crazy! We have 2 new great nephews, a great niece on the way, and another great nice/nephew (don't know which yet) is on the way!
I've made a 'sparkly' dress for one of my young nieces to wear in a homecoming celebration---it was so much fun to shop with her mom for the fabric! I think that was the first time Tracie and I have had time with just us in, well, forever? She's a sweet 'girl' and a great wife and mom. I love her! And that young niece looked absolutely beautiful!
So--handmade gifts for these babies as well. Two blankets for the nephews and a painted rocking horse for the niece (what was I thinking?? I don't have that kind of talent). And will work on the other one's gift later.
Did all of the flowers for a wedding of a 'kid' of mine---a youth group member from when she was the age to be in youth group. She's all grown up and married now! My house looked like a floral explosion....but it was fun! Am now working on the decorations for another wedding coming up in June.
And we've had a hoard of 'foster' kittens. And I say "we". Even though I am the official volunteer for the Humane Society, my husband has been so much help with these kittens! Not to mention we both laugh so hard at the antics of litters. Except when they decide to use US as the climbing post. OUCH! I am glad that Andy doesn't mind that we take these 'homeless' ones in. So far, all of the ones we have fostered (which I THINK is 21 at the last count) have all been adopted----except for the 4 we have right now. They aren't 'eligible' yet. We did have one little one die a couple of weeks ago. Complications from her spaying surgery. Felt pretty helpless running around trying to get her help. But her siblings are growing and doing well!
The end of school is near. I know that people who look at those of us who work in a school setting as very lucky because we quote 'get the summers off'. But man oh man. If you only understood the pressure of getting everything done, on time, and in a manner that the students can successfully prove that they've learned what you've tried to teach---and to keep those same hormonal humans focused this time of year? Oh yikes. It's exhausting. You feel as though you are walking uphill against fierce Oklahoma winds. All day. Every day.
Speaking of school....lunch is over. Gotta hit it again!